Sunday, November 11, 2012

Bubbles

What is love to me? I would say.... it's like bubbles.

Rainbow colours at the bottom as it shines under the sunlight. Floating in the air calmly and looks beautiful when there's a lot of it. :)

But, once the wind blows, it'll burst in the blink of eye. :(

Just like love. When two person fell in love with each other, everything seems perfect, beautiful and colourful. Most of all, it gives you HOPE. However, when problems occur, your heart just crushed *snap*

Friday, July 20, 2012

Sem Break!

8 years <3 how time flies :') 
Well, just ended my finals for Sem 1 of Degree. Now waiting for the results and currently on sem break. Did VERY BADLY for my econs paper. I dunno what the hell im crapping in my answer sheets and there's a simple questions which I thought I can get some marks from there. Unfortunately, for the last 3 minutes before the test gonna end, I just realize I wrote the wrong thing! GONE. I almost break down when I told my friend about it. I got a feeling that Im gonna retake for that bloody paper! :'(

Been going out a lot (Im broke!) and slacking at home recently. Guess I kinda enjoy this 1 month holiday which I get to catch up with my old friends and watch movies and dramas which I've missed when I was really busy. :) heh and watching Running Man (not a korean fanatic but it was AWESOME)! Yeah.. Just a short blog to keep my blog alive HOHOHOHO


From left: Jassica, Pricilla, Steph, Melissa

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Ir España, Ir!!




Morning world! It's 10.28am now, Sunday! =D And guess what.. Spain WOOONNNNN!!!!! Weee~ Well, I din watch the match tho. Coz it's late and I need to get up early do my assignments all. :( So yeah.. To those football die hard fans. Sorry. At least I SUPPORT THEM! =D




Im half way giving up on You.  Guess this is what you really want from me. Progress: 5% :)


Tuesday, June 12, 2012

The Guy

The Guy, She used to love him (she still do). The Guy, She hate him so much now. So much that She can barely handle it no more. Her heart is so weak suddenly. She can feel that her heart have been slowly torn down piece by piece. And She has tried to rebuild it, but again, her heart slowly torn down piece by piece and the same process goes on..

She has been forgiving him a lot of time for making her mad and not treating her the right way. A lot that She can even barely count how many times it is. She have no other choice but to forgive him that's because She still love him. Yes, She admitted that She is naive when She fall in love with a person. But, isn't it when you love a person, you tend to do and think dumbly, no?

This time She has tried to forgive him again. But She couldn't do so. What he did and told her.. it's excruciating. He talk to her rudely, that's fine. Maybe that's how he talks to other people as well. Maybe that's just him. Then, he told her that She keep nag him like a granny. Well, She didn't nag him. That's because She has asked him that same question 3 times but he still haven't answer her. C'mon, when you want to know something or you just curious about something, of course you will keep asking that person until he answer you. No? What do you expect her to do? If she doesn't ask anything, the conversation is just so... plain, empty. Since he doesn't really talk a lot.
Sometimes She did not find him for a talk that's because She want to give herself and him a break. If She keep find him for a talk everyday, She afraid that She will annoy him. Plus, She doesn't want to be that person who always start the conversation first.

She's also angry at him is because She feel like he's using her.... like a float (taking advantage on her). She doesn't know what She said or did to him that makes him change his mind and started to treat her differently than last time. He just left a girl who love him feel so lost. Trying to figure out what he wants from her. There's one day he told her that She's more like a sister to him. That word, has make her immediately burst out into tears and She feel so hurt after hearing that. But that's ok. She went through with it. She is optimistic. She thinks that maybe that's good for him and her. She was hoping that one day he will find her, apologies to her and tells her the truth. She is still hoping for that ONE DAY.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Degree

These few weeks have been tortured me REAL BAD. For those kids out there who think Uni's life is all about having fun, stalking hot guys/pretty girls and playing dress up, U're so FUCKING wrong! Wait till U see those assignments that thrown by ur evil lecturers.

These few weeks I think I've messed up my life.  I cried, begin to have no confident and lots of negative thoughts booming in my mind. All those assignments these days and tests (coming soon) makes me anxious and stressed. I begin to think again, am I making the right choice? #Idoubtso

ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

Orientation Day


So, yesterday was my 1st day of Orientation Day in Lancaster University. Well, still in Sunway University. But I'll be taking 2 certs fyi. One is Sunway and the other one is Lancaster. And our exam papers will be send over to the main Lancaster Uni which is in UK. And it's pretty scary to me. Coz they way they mark our papers may be stricter than over here. So skip it! Once I reached uni I registered myself at the foyer. While walking towards the counter, I was thinking to myself, "DAMN! Im old! I can't believe Im in Uni d!" :( This is so depressing. Time passes way to fast and I dun want to go to work so fast! :( Guess, we, human beings have no choice but just to live with it. 

After that, we were all listening to a opening speech from the Executive Director of Sunway Education Group and another speech from Prof. Robert. I would say the 2nd speech was boring. LOL.. no hard feeling Mr.Robert. Just saying my thoughts. And yeah.. I guess I should just summarize the whole orientation day. Overall, it was not-so-boring day. Since there's some jokes that makes us all laugh and some lame activity that kept us awake. The hall was fully packed with new students and some familiar faces. Tania said that it gonna be more new students frm CIMP on the 2nd day of orientation. :) I love making new friends! OH! and I make a new friend on the 1st day, which is Kent's high school friend, Krystal :) She's quiet tho. :S

Before we going for a break, I bumped into Lisa (my high school friend). I was sooooo happy when I saw her and I actually went to her hug her and keep jumping till one of my slipper actually came off and her face turned super red! It was soooo nice meeting her in the Uni! Then I intro her to my gangs, unfortunately she told she can only remember few of their names which are, Tania, Talia, Kent, Divya and Caleo. LOL But it's still good. She's taking Acc and Finance. She's a very friendly and nice person to talk to. She'll laugh about anything I would say. So, if anyone of u taking Acc & Finance plz talk to her more and take good care of her :) After that she joined me and my gang for lunch. It was nice seeing her that she'll able to bond with my friends pretty well. (She's a quite shy and quiet girl tho) So yeah.. In case u guys doesn't know who is she.. Here's a pic of me and her! :)
After the orientation, I followed Lisa to Monash since her car parked over there. So I asked her to bring me walk around in Monash since she go there quite often coz most of her friends are over there. Guess what! I freaking love the library thr. It has 3 floors. 1st floor was all computers. 2nd floor was the quiet zone. 3rd was the discussion place and there's some bean bag for the student to sit on it! So relaxing! So many books thr and the place was so big! If I had assignments or research papers to do, most probably I will go to Monash's library for reference. :) and maybe study! Since the weather was so HOT, we decided to get ourself some cold drinks and some snacks. So, we went to the Cafeteria. The cafeteria over there was not as stuffy as Sunway's one since there's lesser walls. So it's quite cooling :) But there's not much food to eat tho. Oh! thank god the foods thr are not pricey as Taylor's. :) We meet up with Nicole (one of my high school friend as well) and we chit chat for like an hour before her class start. It was a nice bonding since I haven't see them quite some time. 

Oh, last but not least! From today onwards, Im gonna work my arse off till I achieve my dreams! If I dun or keep procrastinate, dun mind scolding me! Keep remind me about my dreams! :) It will definitely help me with my studies for my next 3 years starting from next week! :)

So I guess that's it! My 1st day of orientation. Tadaa.. heh! Hopefully on the 2nd day it won't be boring :S
I need to sleep now! Toodles! 

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

February

Yeap.. the title says it all. Im gonna blog about what happen in February. Yeah.. I know. It's ald March. So what? Blame me for being sooo lazy after my finals. heh... :) Im still lazy now tho.. but I keep telling myself that I should update my blog on what I did recently.

Well, February has been quite a happening month to me cause there's Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, Avril's Concert and not to forget.. THE END OF FIA! (YAY)
Soo... whr should I start? 

Chinese New Year
So this year a lil special to my family and of course, there's an extra ang pau to get. YAY! haha.. I finally get a beautiful sister in law. She so nice to us a this while and we're all grateful to have her in Thow's family. Oh! But this year I still get quite a little ang paus compared to the previous year. Well, maybe because there's a lot ppl we still haven't visit and some on vacation. Not to mention, we didn't gamble much this year. LOL! Seems like im quite lucky this year tho coz 1st time in my life I won about RM70 when I gamble with my crazy, laugh-very-the-loud aunt. :) (Almost every year, she'll get to suck up all our money). Joy to the year of Dragon. And I finally get to wear my cheong sam which cost me RM300+ BOO.. but still effin LOVE it! :)
My Cheong Sam :D 

Me and Yeeng! :D
Me and Yao :D

Valentine's Day
Well, this year Valentine's Day is a lil special to me cooozzz... there's this boy, he actually gave me something which I think it's really sweet of him (too sweet hahaha). Honestly, this is my 1st time getting something frm a guy unexpectedly. Usually, I get my valentine's gifts frm my bff. So yeah. I still remembered how he gave me the gift. It was so funny and secretive. So cute of him!  And on that day, it was actually my 1st day of my Sem 3 finals. Can you imagined how sucks it is to study before Valentine's Day?! Can't even believe I have to date with those notes and manuals. =.= And the test was effin HARD! *smackhead* P/S: Thank god I passed everything. heh!

Avril's Black Tour Concert
In 2008, she did her concert at Kuala Lumpur and I didn't get to go for it. I missed and I kinda regret that. But recently, I managed to go for her concert. I was darn excited about it and kept asking everyone whether they coming or not. Although I aspect MORE from her but so far it was still an AWESOME concert. Her songs sure did bring back some memories. I listened to her songs since I was in primary school. :) and she's one of my fav singer. Her look on the stage was very casual but there's still got her style in it. Maybe because of her make ups and her hair. I loike her hair =D oh fyi, there's so lil people bought the Tune Talk and Rock Zone. And the people there are not as hyper as THOSE people who bought Regular ones. We did have fun up there. Guessing what song she gonna sing next and singing along with her so LOUD that I think she can hear us more than the one BELOW. LOL 
The above pictures was taken from other source :)

She sang quite lots of her songs from her old album instead of new ones. The epic moment is when the whole band had left the stage leaving the crowd shouting ENCORE. Then they came back up later on to switch roles and one of her band member performed Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People. I was singing pretty loud on that. heh. Then Avril ended the concert with Complicated! ♥  Avril so much. :)

Hmm.. well I guess that's it! Nite world! :)
XOXO

Thursday, February 2, 2012

#Justsaying

Once you lie to a person, You, will be forever a LIAR to that person. Because they had lost the trust in You. They do not know when You are telling the truth or lie. Be loyal to your loved ones. NEVER try to lie to them. Tell them the truth even thought sometimes truth can be hurtful. You rather hurt NOW then LATER because the more You lie to a person for a long period of time, the MORE hurtful that they'll get. Trust me. I have been through that experience before. PERIOD

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Food Flash Mob


Hey beautiful world. Well, last Saturday I had an awesome day coz I did something AWESOME in my life. I actually participated in a charity work that organized by the Sunway Ambassadors. Fyi: That's my 1st time doing it. *claps for myself* The event went pretty well. Unfortunately, there's only like 20 ppl attended the event (stupid 130+ liars, said going for the event but ended up all ffk.. heartless!).

I actually really surprised that the twins and their sister, Natasha came along and supported the event. I thought usually on Saturday, they dun have any transport so they couldn't make it. But, thank god their parents are not working on the weekend so they're able to come. :) AWESOME la u girls! <3

So, this event called Food Flash Mob. Please dun mistaken that that's actually a dance with ur food or whatever. It's NOT. It's just a name of it. This event is like there's a few groups will distribute the food to the orphanage and old folks home at Klang, Subang, Puchong and PJ (i think). And they doesn't know that we will come and give them food. In a way, it's like a surprise la. That's why it's called Food Flash Mob. :) Since there's only 20 of us.. so we divided into 2 groups ONLY and each group go 2 diff places. As for my group, we went to Klang and Subang. The orphans in Subang are actually more lucky than those in Klang. Literally. Oh.. and yesterday was my 1st time going to the old folks home which is in Klang. Aiyo.. I tell u.. the gong gong, popo over there are so cham! I actually pity them. Their kids are like actually abandoned them.. doesn't wanna take care of them anymore and they just leave them at the stranger's house. Heartless man. I swear Im not gonna do that to my mom and dad. I'll take care of them. Seriously. I mean.. my mom gave sooo much of her effort to born me out and my dad use so many of his income just to raise me as a good child and both of my parents take care of me since when im young till now. Y can't I just do the same thing back to them? Just because they are annoying or maybe got some sickness and hard to take care of... so u put them in the old folks home and continue making moneys?!?!! Gosh... u people doesn't know how great they are! They put so much of their effort just to take care of you when you're sick. And they're annoying (sometimes) is because they want you to be good. 

Anyway, I make a new friend. :) Her name is Zhin Ying. She's from Singapore but she's a M'sian. So she got PR to study over here. I met her in the bus.. then we had some chat. It was really nice meeting her. :) I kinda like a personality. She's very very cute. When I order McD with her.. I actually surprised that she ordered a Happy Meal. So I look at her and told her.. "You so cute la. I didn't know that you will order Happy Meal." Then she told me, "I ordered just because of the toys (the chipmunks toys)".  She like toys a lot and she love the cartoon Toy Story! She's so crazy over toys. I tell u. She even collected all 7 smurfs toys and now she's trying to get all the Chipmunks toys. :)  Oh ya! After the event, Me, Zhin Ying and Sam (schoolmate) went to watched Jack and Jill. That movie is soooooo funny! A MUST watch! It was so funny that me and Zhin Ying laughed so loud in the cinema. hmm... now I actually kinda miss her. She's awesomely cute! LOL
So.. here are some pictures that I took on that day in the bus. There's more coming up from other photographer's cam. Just wait for that! :)

My partner in crime ;)

Love this two bitches to bits! :)




Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy Belated New Year

Yes.. my title says it all. :) Happy Belated New Year.. aww.. can't believe it's ald 2nd of January. Anyhow, we're still young and so as the night.

Yesterday, le family and I went out the whole day to Kenaga (a wholesale shopping mall) and Berjaya Times Square. Nothing much to talk about the day. I bought something at these two places. Let me share it to u guys :)

The one on the left I bought it at Kenaga. On the right at BST. 

After we came back from shopping, we finally get to eat a very expensive durian that my eldest bro bought it from the kaki bukit of Genting. bwahahaha.. picture? Durian King. Actually the taste is just like the normal durian but I have no idea why they mark the price till so effin' high. O.O 
Well yeah. It's 1.30am now. I think I should end my post right now and go get some sleep. And tomorrow.... continue with my assignments *sigh*. Hate to do it so much.

Gold Fish time! 
Oh.. Before im gonna end my post. I would love to thanks to my beloved family, friends and lecturers. As I ald said in the last post, without them im NOTHING. Really really thank so much because all of u had make me learned to forgive and forget. To be grateful with little things. Taught me how to adapt to a new environment. Always there for me whenever I need ur help. Do not discriminate others. Learned many new cultures from around the world. Open minded. Help others out. Never let go of ur dreams. Appreciate every moment with my family and friends. Never let go of any great chances or oppotunity and many many many. :) I really do cherish all of u and love u guys so much although I seldom show it out to my family. I really thank god for giving another awesome chance for me to survive for another year and I hope u'll give me another chance to be alive till the end of 2012. :) Not to mention, it's Olympic year! woohoo! It's  gonna held in London and I can wait to see those great athlete get golds! And I hope Malaysia athletes will be in this year Olympic! =D Great life people! Try to do something outrageous, epic, daring or something that might change ur life forever (in a good way) coz.... We're still YOUNG and so as the night! =D Me gusta!

Adios Amigos! Cheers for 2012. Please be great to all of us. :)
xoxo

Goodbye 2011. Woohoo 2012! :D


At first I planning to make my last blog on the last of day 2011 and my first blog in 2012. Unfortunately, im only free to do so at this time. Oh well.. I should do it another time. :)

Despite wanting the year to end quickly and can't wait to enjoy my new life next year, it's finally HERE! Can't believe time pass so fast this year, literally! (And I will be 19 this year! WTH.. I feel so old. But my attitude is still very young! heh.)Well, maybe because Im a college student and the burden of work has been increasing every semester and it so hard  for me to management my time properly and also because of that.. it kept me busy all the while (actually I should put my blame on my laziness).

2011 had gave me lots of bad and good memories. Not to mention, I tried so many new things last year ( I ald made a list on what I did and what happen to me 1st time in 2011) and had a really epic time and NEVER regret for doing it. As for those bad memories, it gave me a very good lesson and I've learnt so many things from my mistakes.

Oh well, It's time for us to learn to forgive and forget. To be grateful with small things coz it might light up ur day and live with no regrets. :) Im soooo grateful that god and gave me a such warm family and awesome friends. Without them.. Im nothing. Seriously, through them.. I've learned many new things and also they never failed to brighten up my day. Thanks for always being there for me whenever I need U all. Me gusta!


During New Years's Eve
Well, on this very big day, of course everyone had their plans and enjoying the time of their life. But for me... it's different story. At first, I planned almost everything perfectly to enjoy the big day with my friends. I was so excited for the big day to come.. but except for one thing. All of us no transport back from THAT place. Yeah.. and that's because I have to cancel the whole plan and make it next time. :( Of course, yours truly will never let the night to die young (I got plan B, of course). So.. I decided to ask my mom and dad to accompany me to popo's house to celebrate New Year (her house is the best place to see fireworks). Yes I was definite so excited for it.. there's a BUT again. On that day at 9.30 till 11.30pm I guess, there's a final episode of my mom's favourite drama and she end up told me that she decided to stay at home just to watch that stupid drama instead of celebrating New Year (my bro ald downloaded it since long long time ago and he still keep it and I can play it for her anytime when she's free AND there's a repeat show on Monday too!).   WTH! She choose drama over New Year! Great la Great.. First my plan had cancel because no transport, 2nd all my other friends planned to celebrate with their family and friends, 3rd my mom want to watch her drama. It left me no choice, so I had to stay at home countdown for New Year and watch fireworks on tv! My life is 'perfect' man! =.= But it's ok! I know im gonna survive for another year.. and I HOPE that next time will be happening. :)

I ald adjust the brightness and it still dark. 
Forget bout those story.. So le family and I planned to eat something good on this day. I told them to eat at Kissaten @ The Pallet, IOI Boulevard. Coz I love the foods over there and the price it's not that pricey tho But my mom saw the menu there and she doesn't like the choice of food (they come in set especially on the BIG day and we can't choose from their big menu). So end up we go eat at Vintage, just right beside Kissaten. The food there was not so good and the price can cost a person's an arm and leg. :S

From left: Jason, yours truly, Wen Kah (Sam), Mathew

After I had my lunch, Mathew suddenly call me and ask me wanna go pyramid or not with Wen Kah and his friends. Of course I want. LOL The night is still young and im not gonna go back so early. We had a terrible night over there ( forget bout it) but thanks to Wen Kah.. She made it quite happening for me before the end of 2011. I decided to join her and get a  tequila shot from Bubble Gump. Hah.. that's 1st time doing it and kinda like the feeling after drinking it. I didn't feel dizzy, puke or whatsoever (coz mine is just a mild one bwahahahaha). I reached home around 11.40pm =.= what do u think?

I shall continue with my new entry.
haha.. Happy New Year! =P