The Guy, She used to love him (she still do). The Guy, She hate him so much now. So much that She can barely handle it no more. Her heart is so weak suddenly. She can feel that her heart have been slowly torn down piece by piece. And She has tried to rebuild it, but again, her heart slowly torn down piece by piece and the same process goes on..
She has been forgiving him a lot of time for making her mad and not treating her the right way. A lot that She can even barely count how many times it is. She have no other choice but to forgive him that's because She still love him. Yes, She admitted that She is naive when She fall in love with a person. But, isn't it when you love a person, you tend to do and think dumbly, no?
This time She has tried to forgive him again. But She couldn't do so. What he did and told her.. it's excruciating. He talk to her rudely, that's fine. Maybe that's how he talks to other people as well. Maybe that's just him. Then, he told her that She keep nag him like a granny. Well, She didn't nag him. That's because She has asked him that same question 3 times but he still haven't answer her. C'mon, when you want to know something or you just curious about something, of course you will keep asking that person until he answer you. No? What do you expect her to do? If she doesn't ask anything, the conversation is just so... plain, empty. Since he doesn't really talk a lot.
Sometimes She did not find him for a talk that's because She want to give herself and him a break. If She keep find him for a talk everyday, She afraid that She will annoy him. Plus, She doesn't want to be that person who always start the conversation first.
She's also angry at him is because She feel like he's using her.... like a float (taking advantage on her). She doesn't know what She said or did to him that makes him change his mind and started to treat her differently than last time. He just left a girl who love him feel so lost. Trying to figure out what he wants from her. There's one day he told her that She's more like a sister to him. That word, has make her immediately burst out into tears and She feel so hurt after hearing that. But that's ok. She went through with it. She is optimistic. She thinks that maybe that's good for him and her. She was hoping that one day he will find her, apologies to her and tells her the truth. She is still hoping for that ONE DAY.
