#Justsaying

Once you lie to a person, You, will be forever a LIAR to that person. Because they had lost the trust in You. They do not know when You are telling the truth or lie. Be loyal to your loved ones. NEVER try to lie to them. Tell them the truth even thought sometimes truth can be hurtful. You rather hurt NOW then LATER because the more You lie to a person for a long period of time, the MORE hurtful that they'll get. Trust me. I have been through that experience before. PERIOD

Food Flash Mob

Hey beautiful world. Well, last Saturday I had an awesome day coz I did something AWESOME in my life. I actually participated in a charity work that organized by the Sunway Ambassadors. Fyi: That's my 1st time doing it. *claps for myself* The event went pretty well. Unfortunately, there's only like 20 ppl attended the event (stupid 130+ liars, said going for the event but ended up all ffk.. heartless!).

I actually really surprised that the twins and their sister, Natasha came along and supported the event. I thought usually on Saturday, they dun have any transport so they couldn't make it. But, thank god their parents are not working on the weekend so they're able to come. :) AWESOME la u girls! <3

So, this event called Food Flash Mob. Please dun mistaken that that's actually a dance with ur food or whatever. It's NOT. It's just a name of it. This event is like there's a few groups will distribute the food to the orphanage and old folks home at Klang, Subang, Puchong and PJ (i think). And they doesn't know that we will come and give them food. In a way, it's like a surprise la. That's why it's called Food Flash Mob. :) Since there's only 20 of us.. so we divided into 2 groups ONLY and each group go 2 diff places. As for my group, we went to Klang and Subang. The orphans in Subang are actually more lucky than those in Klang. Literally. Oh.. and yesterday was my 1st time going to the old folks home which is in Klang. Aiyo.. I tell u.. the gong gong, popo over there are so cham! I actually pity them. Their kids are like actually abandoned them.. doesn't wanna take care of them anymore and they just leave them at the stranger's house. Heartless man. I swear Im not gonna do that to my mom and dad. I'll take care of them. Seriously. I mean.. my mom gave sooo much of her effort to born me out and my dad use so many of his income just to raise me as a good child and both of my parents take care of me since when im young till now. Y can't I just do the same thing back to them? Just because they are annoying or maybe got some sickness and hard to take care of... so u put them in the old folks home and continue making moneys?!?!! Gosh... u people doesn't know how great they are! They put so much of their effort just to take care of you when you're sick. And they're annoying (sometimes) is because they want you to be good. 

Anyway, I make a new friend. :) Her name is Zhin Ying. She's from Singapore but she's a M'sian. So she got PR to study over here. I met her in the bus.. then we had some chat. It was really nice meeting her. :) I kinda like a personality. She's very very cute. When I order McD with her.. I actually surprised that she ordered a Happy Meal. So I look at her and told her.. "You so cute la. I didn't know that you will order Happy Meal." Then she told me, "I ordered just because of the toys (the chipmunks toys)".  She like toys a lot and she love the cartoon Toy Story! She's so crazy over toys. I tell u. She even collected all 7 smurfs toys and now she's trying to get all the Chipmunks toys. :)  Oh ya! After the event, Me, Zhin Ying and Sam (schoolmate) went to watched Jack and Jill. That movie is soooooo funny! A MUST watch! It was so funny that me and Zhin Ying laughed so loud in the cinema. hmm... now I actually kinda miss her. She's awesomely cute! LOL
So.. here are some pictures that I took on that day in the bus. There's more coming up from other photographer's cam. Just wait for that! :)

My partner in crime! :)

My bitches! Love em' :)

Happy Belated New Year

Yes.. my title says it all. :) Happy Belated New Year.. aww.. can't believe it's ald 2nd of January. Anyhow, we're still young and so as the night.

Yesterday, le family and I went out the whole day to Kenaga (a wholesale shopping mall) and Berjaya Times Square. Nothing much to talk about the day. I bought something at these two places. Let me share it to u guys :)

The one on the left I bought it at Kenaga. On the right at BST. 

After we came back from shopping, we finally get to eat a very expensive durian that my eldest bro bought it from the kaki bukit of Genting. bwahahaha.. picture? Durian King. Actually the taste is just like the normal durian but I have no idea why they mark the price till so effin' high. O.O 

Well yeah. It's 1.30am now. I think I should end my post right now and go get some sleep. And tomorrow.... continue with my assignments *sigh*. Hate to do it so much.

Gold Fish time! 

Oh.. Before im gonna end my post. I would love to thanks to my beloved family, friends and lecturers. As I ald said in the last post, without them im NOTHING. Really really thank so much because all of u had make me learned to forgive and forget. To be grateful with little things. Taught me how to adapt to a new environment. Always there for me whenever I need ur help. Do not discriminate others. Learned many new cultures from around the world. Open minded. Help others out. Never let go of ur dreams. Appreciate every moment with my family and friends. Never let go of any great chances or oppotunity and many many many. :) I really do cherish all of u and love u guys so much although I seldom show it out to my family. I really thank god for giving another awesome chance for me to survive for another year and I hope u'll give me another chance to be alive till the end of 2012. :) Not to mention, it's Olympic year! woohoo! It's  gonna held in London and I can wait to see those great athlete get golds! And I hope Malaysia athletes will be in this year Olympic! =D Great life people! Try to do something outrageous, epic, daring or something that might change ur life forever (in a good way) coz.... We're still YOUNG and so as the night! =D Me gusta!

Adios Amigos! Cheers for 2012. Please be great to all of us. :)

xoxo

Goodbye 2011. Woohoo 2012! :D

At first I planning to make my last blog on the last of day 2011 and my first blog in 2012. Unfortunately, im only free to do so at this time. Oh well.. I should do it another time. :)

Despite wanting the year to end quickly and can't wait to enjoy my new life next year, it's finally HERE! Can't believe time pass so fast this year, literally! (And I will be 19 this year! WTH.. I feel so old. But my attitude is still very young! heh.)Well, maybe because Im a college student and the burden of work has been increasing every semester and it so hard  for me to management my time properly and also because of that.. it kept me busy all the while (actually I should put my blame on my laziness).

2011 had gave me lots of bad and good memories. Not to mention, I tried so many new things last year ( I ald made a list on what I did and what happen to me 1st time in 2011) and had a really epic time and NEVER regret for doing it. As for those bad memories, it gave me a very good lesson and I've learnt so many things from my mistakes.

Oh well, It's time for us to learn to forgive and forget. To be grateful with small things coz it might light up ur day and live with no regrets. :) Im soooo grateful that god and gave me a such warm family and awesome friends. Without them.. Im nothing. Seriously, through them.. I've learned many new things and also they never failed to brighten up my day. Thanks for always being there for me whenever I need U all. Me gusta!


During New Years's Eve
Well, on this very big day, of course everyone had their plans and enjoying the time of their life. But for me... it's different story. At first, I planned almost everything perfectly to enjoy the big day with my friends. I was so excited for the big day to come.. but except for one thing. All of us no transport back from THAT place. Yeah.. and that's because I have to cancel the whole plan and make it next time. :( Of course, yours truly will never let the night to die young (I got plan B, of course). So.. I decided to ask my mom and dad to accompany me to popo's house to celebrate New Year (her house is the best place to see fireworks). Yes I was definite so excited for it.. there's a BUT again. On that day at 9.30 till 11.30pm I guess, there's a final episode of my mom's favourite drama and she end up told me that she decided to stay at home just to watch that stupid drama instead of celebrating New Year (my bro ald downloaded it since long long time ago and he still keep it and I can play it for her anytime when she's free AND there's a repeat show on Monday too!).   WTH! She choose drama over New Year! Great la Great.. First my plan had cancel because no transport, 2nd all my other friends planned to celebrate with their family and friends, 3rd my mom want to watch her drama. It left me no choice, so I had to stay at home countdown for New Year and watch fireworks on tv! My life is 'perfect' man! =.= But it's ok! I know im gonna survive for another year.. and I HOPE that next time will be happening. :)

I ald adjust the brightness and it still dark. 

Forget bout those story.. So le family and I planned to eat something good on this day. I told them to eat at Kissaten @ The Pallet, IOI Boulevard. Coz I love the foods over there and the price it's not that pricey tho But my mom saw the menu there and she doesn't like the choice of food (they come in set especially on the BIG day and we can't choose from their big menu). So end up we go eat at Vintage, just right beside Kissaten. The food there was not so good and the price can cost a person's an arm and leg. :S

From left: Jason, yours truly, Wen Kah (Sam), Mathew

After I had my lunch, Mathew suddenly call me and ask me wanna go pyramid or not with Wen Kah and his friends. Of course I want. LOL The night is still young and im not gonna go back so early. We had a terrible night over there ( forget bout it) but thanks to Wen Kah.. She made it quite happening for me before the end of 2011. I decided to join her and get a  tequila shot from Bubble Gump. Hah.. that's 1st time doing it and kinda like the feeling after drinking it. I didn't feel dizzy, puke or whatsoever (coz mine is just a mild one bwahahahaha). I reached home around 11.40pm =.= what do u think?

I shall continue with my new entry.
haha.. Happy New Year! =P

Chasing Your Dream

At a moment I felt so depressed. Why? Well.. When a person knew that he/she lost their hope in chasing their dreams or the chances they actually have didn't appreciate it earlier, is just plain fuckup! It's like no point you're living in this modernize world when you're actually clueless about ur future plans. Whatever u planned earlier vanished just by a blink! What im trying to say?

Few years ago, I tried to think what's my biggest regret in my life. U see.. Everyone's life is filled with regrets. Regret for not studying well to get straight A's in PMR/SPM if not ur life right now would be way better than ur current life. Regret for not listening to ur parents advices. Regret that u didn't treasured the moment with ur loved ones. Regret that u didn't to this, u didn't do that and blah blah blah..

In my case, I regret for not treasuring the time properly. What I meant is that.. I didn't use the time properly to really sit down and think about what I wanna be next time (career). And by the time I knew what I really want to be... It's tooo late! And I really hope that time can travel back to the past. FYI, I wanted to be an air stewardess :) and fyi, my height is just 154cm (i think) :( and if u really know me well, U will know how much I really love to travel!

Yes, besides that I know there's many options that able for me to travel around the world. Like tour guide.. but I hate it. And even if you're studying in business course or designing course or whatsoever, the company will not be able to let u travel as much as the cabin crew or pilot.

Everytime when I think about it.. my mood goes to 0. Sometimes I even cried. And everytime when I saw my friends going for piloting or cabin crew, I envy them. And everytime when I saw them posted up where are they right  now, I angry at myself. I know there's no point hating myself for it but what can I do? Even my brother knew how much I love about this career, he also told me to let go of it.. and try to go for other sector ( well, he used to have the same problem as I do). So I tried to take Marketing. Follow what my bro did. Yes, now they just taught me about the basic foundation of Marketing. But it's ald so hard. I tried to understand it but I can't. Since it's just basic but how I'm gonna go for degree in Marketing? And recently, I thought of going for Mass Comm in degree. But I'm not sure whether is it the right choice for me since my language it's quite bad. Im soo...... LOST!

So.. just now, I went to google search about "At what age does a girl stop growing taller". YES! I actually google it! haha.. And I found out that mostly girls stop growing by the age of 16/18 and some said it depends when you start puberty and by 2/3 years later a girl will stop growing. And some even said that we can still grow taller after the age of 18 till 20  but very little. After reading it, well... at least it ald give me a small hope on it. :) I still have the chance to grow. I meant better than nothing. :) Im actually very short and I hate it! So yeah.. like I said.. Words can't describe how you feel when you just found out that you still have the chance to chase ur dreams. And this time, I'll never let go of it! I'll try my best. Do whatever and I can do even thought that's  just a very small chances of growing.  But still, I gotta appreciate it! :) I'm just trying not to live my life with regrets.

Don't let dreams Always be dreams

Toodles!

End of Sem 2

Hey people! Yes... finally i get to update my blog again. Was busy preparing for my finals for Sem 2. Annnndd now we're done and going to Sem 3! Annnd bad news is I have to split up with my friends AGAIN! :(( Im so gonna miss them so much. Yes, we can see each other in college EVERYDAY, but still not that close anymore. :( HATE IT!

Anyway, today I had a really EPIC day with my friends. They managed to cheer me up today even though it end a very bad day for the last paper. First I wasn't prepared for my econs test. I was so scared till my hands are actually shaking. I can't even write properly! And not enough time for me to finish up the test. I waste too much time on the structure questions. And guess what! I started writing for my 2nd essay in the last 10 minutes! So u can actually imagined how short my 2nd essay will be. My god!! I did so bad in the econs test! After the test.. I kept cursing non stop. I wanted to cry it out! *sigh* What I can do right now is that... Just pray to God that I hope I can pass the test! :( *finger crossing*

After the test.. Kim, Kang Wei, Goki, Kent, Li yen, E and I quickly ran to pyramid to catch a movie which starts at 12.30pm with the Perera twins. We watched the Paranormal Activity 3. It was AWESOME! That was my 1st horror movie I watched in the cinema. Literally. :) Annnd, it did gave me a really 'heart attack' experience. It was so scary! Way scarier than the part 1 and 2. Maybe we sat super near to the screen la (at  the 2nd row).  Oh, there's a very funny moment in the cinema too. That time I was helping Goki to hold the 'porncorn' (inside joke) bucket, then there's one part of the movie that it actually scared me and I accidentally throw the popcorn to Goki! HAHAHAHAHHA.. My whole place is filled with popcorns and after the movie ended, we saw lots of popcorn on the floor! HAHAHA.. Gosh! So embarrassing dei! xD But it was fun though coz we get to scream, laugh and covering our eyes together. :) Here's the trailer!

Then we went for our late lunch at Kim Gary (no other choice). Bryan came to joined us later. And yea.. whenever there's Bryan.. All his lame jokes and teasing part will start to come out from his mouth. =.= Non-stop! Sometimes it's a lil annoying too. Sorry! :) After lunch, some of use want to go to the arcade while some of us wanted to shop a while. So.. we decided to split up. Me and the Perera went for shopping instead. :) While walking around at the Asian Avenue.. and thinking whether want to get a faked tattoo or not (I've decided not to coz the patterns are not really nice for me), we bummed into Keen Yan, Sylvia and their gang too. :) After a while we joined them and me and Perera went to play the dance game. OMG! It was so awkward man. xD. So yeah.. that's how my days end for Sem 2. :) Prepare to go for Sem 3 now. haihz.. And it'll gonna be a harsh, stressful and hectic semester. :( And gonna miss my old classmate too. :) I think I should find a day to hang out with them. hmmm...

Toodles! ♥

Stop Procrastinating!

AHHH.... Just left a week till my Sem 2 Finals. Im NOT prepared for it! Time passed by so effin' FAST!! :'( I want to spend more time with my fellow classmate in Sem 2! They're just so funny and nice! I miss them.

STOP PROCRASTINATING! START STUDYING!